Neko: Thoughts from a confused but accepting Neko

Hi Minna!

As you all know Jin had made his decision about leaving KAT-TUN. Of course it hurts me too. I have read alot of comments on this subject at kattunlove and I have been touched by alot of them. It's weird but I feel very accepting about this, and you just have to put up with it. It dosen't matter if all of us are going to Japan to have a talk with Johnny, it's Jin's own decision and we have to face it. Even though that we fell sad about it just imageing the pain that the they feel everyone of them, they been a group and friends for more then ten years. So it must be even harder for them.

I know it's maybe late to comment on this now, because the news has been out for a quite a time now. But I need to get these thoughts of my head. I mean if you were Jin, wouldnt you want to spread your wings? With this I mean, wouldnt you wan to try your luck somewhere else? I have no doubts when it comes Jin. He's so talented and I've heard that the solo concerts in LA went really good so that's why I feel that this is going to be a succes for him. Gambatte Akanishi-san, please do your best! You have my support!


I also think that KT-TUN should countinue their dream, why stop when they have done an Asia Tour? They are also so talented that I have no doubts about them either. I'm sorry for upset someone with this comment but I think they will do good without Jin there, even though I would love to see him there. KAT-TUN will always be a 6-nin for me. But now you will have to face them as 5-nin group and I have faith and I belive in them. KT-TUN I will always support you, with all my heart.


The last thing I will say, is that want to be one of those special fans that always support and have beliveing in a group. And the persons that says that they can't listen to their music anymore because of what have happened, thats just a cruel thing to say. Of course I can just speak for myself when I say that I can't stop. Because they came into my life when I needed it the most, so they have helped me through hard times. I've just listned to KAT-TUN for about 2 years but it feels like a lifetime and they make my days lighter. They are adorable every each one of them. And I can't get enough of them.


Kamenashi Kasuya - Litlle loving turtle <3
Akanishi Jin - Bakanishi <3 with his sensetive collarbones <3
Taguchi Junnosuke - His loving smile and jokes that no one will laugh at <3
Tanaka Koki - Best rapper and such a loving person
Ueda Tatsuya - Mysterious but when he smile it's wonderful <3
Nakamaru Yuichi - Best beat boxer in the world <3


This is KAT-TUN for me and it will always be, and the memory of six talented members together as one will always live in my heart.


I wish them all the best and all the success in the world they are that good so they deserve it, everyone of them. If I could say something to them it would be something like this:


Hi KAT-TUN! (including Jin)

I love all of you from the bottom of my heart and you will alwyas have my support. Keep doing the great music of yours. I know you wont let us down. Even though you have a hrad time now please hold your head up high and keep the faith, and I know everything will be alright.


Yoroshiku onegaishimasu. Your fan Sara


An before I end this long post, my firend Sandra had also made a post that made me crying earlier. She wrote this on her LJ(livejournal). She had wrote two questions that I answerd and here they are:

If you were in Jin's place, what would you do?
1. Go get my dream - I would love to get my dream if that what I really want and of course I want my band mates to know my decision and support me for wanting this.

If you were in KT-TUN's place, what would you do?
2. Countinue as a group and doing what you love - As you say "doing what you love" I would want that, even if I would be sad that my band mate would leave. But to see him/her get her/his dream as much as I want my own would make me even happier.


I hope I wont make anyone upset about this because I didn't do because of that I wanted to fight with anyone, this just a cleaning out in my brain.


XoXo Neko